Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
I am beginning to wonder about the misgivings I had towards HO-ship when technically, it has not begun! (Well, at least till Wed)
I skipped TTSH training for a day of shadowing with Dr A, the outgoing HO whom I will be taking over. No doubt the expectations of a HO are huge, coupled with the slow-brainer and worker I've conditioned myself to be ever since I've stepped into Aussie-land (Dont get me wrong, I love beautiful Brissie and its ppl!), I am not going to survive without God's grace. I believe, that our gracious God will be present every step of it.
Thank God for an understanding team of Dr in the Cardio department. Got to meet the Consultant today and he was so welcoming and humble. Never met such a humble and giving man. Totally no airs abt him. Before I even introduced myself formally, he told me to "take your time to learn and get used to the system. It usually takes a few months for one to learn." So so grateful for the comment.
Did I mention that this consultant looks so young, in his early 30s I believe.
No wonder ppl say AH is a good starting point.
- smaller wards
- better working environment
- understanding Dr
Dr Low, our team reg, is so nice! Worked with her for 2 days and I've never seen her get angry before. She always wear a smile on her face. Though at times, I knew she could and should! be fuming, she chose not to make negative comments at all. Slow to criticise, but generous with words of encouragement.
But.. She's pregnant!! 9-months pregnant some more! I am gonna lose such a great reg whom I would love to work with. Cant imagine a better reg than her. She's awesome. And she's from Msia too! JB.. And she's plain awesome.. Good with her knowledge, pleasant to work with and joke with.. Mmm.. Great work etiquette.
I skipped TTSH training for a day of shadowing with Dr A, the outgoing HO whom I will be taking over. No doubt the expectations of a HO are huge, coupled with the slow-brainer and worker I've conditioned myself to be ever since I've stepped into Aussie-land (Dont get me wrong, I love beautiful Brissie and its ppl!), I am not going to survive without God's grace. I believe, that our gracious God will be present every step of it.
Thank God for an understanding team of Dr in the Cardio department. Got to meet the Consultant today and he was so welcoming and humble. Never met such a humble and giving man. Totally no airs abt him. Before I even introduced myself formally, he told me to "take your time to learn and get used to the system. It usually takes a few months for one to learn." So so grateful for the comment.
Did I mention that this consultant looks so young, in his early 30s I believe.
No wonder ppl say AH is a good starting point.
- smaller wards
- better working environment
- understanding Dr
Dr Low, our team reg, is so nice! Worked with her for 2 days and I've never seen her get angry before. She always wear a smile on her face. Though at times, I knew she could and should! be fuming, she chose not to make negative comments at all. Slow to criticise, but generous with words of encouragement.
But.. She's pregnant!! 9-months pregnant some more! I am gonna lose such a great reg whom I would love to work with. Cant imagine a better reg than her. She's awesome. And she's from Msia too! JB.. And she's plain awesome.. Good with her knowledge, pleasant to work with and joke with.. Mmm.. Great work etiquette.
Monday, February 18, 2013
A thought not so random, maybel?
I am a cancer survivor and I am proud of that.
But
Received a call, which turned out to be an unpleasant surprise.
Being a doctor (to-be) doesnt help as differentials kept popping out, and I had to think of the worst-case scenario.
Now, what if "it" does strike me again? How would I react? Definitely not as ignorant as in the past.
God's peace? I hope! Having greater faith than first-timers? Since I've conquered it before? by His grace.
Have to rely on Proverbs 3:5-6!
"Nothing's gonna stop me if God's for me!" ;)
But
Received a call, which turned out to be an unpleasant surprise.
Being a doctor (to-be) doesnt help as differentials kept popping out, and I had to think of the worst-case scenario.
Now, what if "it" does strike me again? How would I react? Definitely not as ignorant as in the past.
God's peace? I hope! Having greater faith than first-timers? Since I've conquered it before? by His grace.
Have to rely on Proverbs 3:5-6!
"Nothing's gonna stop me if God's for me!" ;)
What if??
What if, God doesnt want me to start Housemanship this early?
What if, He has something else.. Something greater in store?
In this season of life, I put my trust in You.
What if, He has something else.. Something greater in store?
In this season of life, I put my trust in You.
Illuminator
To shine for God? - To be salt and light to the world
".. the joy of the Lord.. is your strength?" - to illumine and bring restoration to the soul ; to illumine the world and make this world a better/happier place
.. to bring out the potential in you? - To illumine the God-given strength in you
... to speak truth into your life? - "God's light is a lamp unto my path"
... to help you identify your sinful desires/ nature? - illumine your innermost human desire
Character (?Love)
- bouncy (Joyful) ; bring joy; always a smile on his face ; light up your world
- Courage; empowering ; encouraging; to see and help bring forth the potential in every individual
- Godly wisdom; helps discern and speak into individual's life, using God's word as basis
- Love the sinner, dislike the sin
".. the joy of the Lord.. is your strength?" - to illumine and bring restoration to the soul ; to illumine the world and make this world a better/happier place
.. to bring out the potential in you? - To illumine the God-given strength in you
... to speak truth into your life? - "God's light is a lamp unto my path"
... to help you identify your sinful desires/ nature? - illumine your innermost human desire
Character (?Love)
- bouncy (Joyful) ; bring joy; always a smile on his face ; light up your world
- Courage; empowering ; encouraging; to see and help bring forth the potential in every individual
- Godly wisdom; helps discern and speak into individual's life, using God's word as basis
- Love the sinner, dislike the sin
Went back to Sunday School after much "trepidation" and not knowing what to expect. Said a simple prayer before I stepped into AMC.
And am so thankful to God.
Was asked to act in a new role, "the Illuminator" in the "Treasure Island" team for Sunday School. Went in, sat down and saw how the team were so good in their acting and teaching the kids spiritual values.
Was fearful of how I can act out and react to the kid's promptings when I'm tasked to join the team. "Surely, it is beyond me." I told God.
When it was time for me to 'show face' to the children (it was very impromptu just as the team has always been! ), there was peace from above.
Though just a few liners, God knew just the right boost of confidence I needed.
God's grace is sufficient, once again.
And hey! why the fear? Afterall, Colossians 3:23 says," Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for man." Thanks bro Dar for reminding.
`What illumines a "childless" world?
`Excited! @ the identity this illuminator brings
And am so thankful to God.
Was asked to act in a new role, "the Illuminator" in the "Treasure Island" team for Sunday School. Went in, sat down and saw how the team were so good in their acting and teaching the kids spiritual values.
Was fearful of how I can act out and react to the kid's promptings when I'm tasked to join the team. "Surely, it is beyond me." I told God.
When it was time for me to 'show face' to the children (it was very impromptu just as the team has always been! ), there was peace from above.
Though just a few liners, God knew just the right boost of confidence I needed.
God's grace is sufficient, once again.
And hey! why the fear? Afterall, Colossians 3:23 says," Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for man." Thanks bro Dar for reminding.
`What illumines a "childless" world?
`Excited! @ the identity this illuminator brings
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Kid's Prayer - I want to know You more
As I was playing through the 'Praise' songs on youtube, this song captivated me.
Am reminded of the days in Sunday School. Perhaps, there's this calling towards working with children - BB and Sunday School has changed my life. The mission trip in Perth has rekindled this 'love' for them, with encouragement and affirmation from UQ6.
Not forgetting the "visions" of
1. Lighthouse
2. Many children / students before me
3. Chinese
4. Man after God's own heart,
may God continue to increase my passion for these little ones. "Break my heart for what break Yours."
Find joy in seeing them grow
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Let's meditate on His word, day and night.
Much has been preached on reading God's word and making it a way of life. Tis a season of reminding us the importance of His word in our life.
All Scripture is given by inspiration of God . . . that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work. —2 Timothy 3:16-17
It provides spiritual truth in doctrine; reproof in showing our imperfections; correction by revealing our sinful failures; and instruction in living a righteous life. - rbc.org
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Wind and Fire - rbc.org
Honor all people. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honor the king.
Sometimes when I want to start a fire, the wind puts it out. But when I try to keep a fire burning, wind keeps it going. So, in the first situation, I label wind “bad” because it thwarts my plans; in the other, I label it “good” because it helps me accomplish what I want to get done.
This paradox illustrates how we judge things by the way they affect us. We declare circumstances or people “bad” if they thwart our plans or cause us inconvenience. We judge circumstances or people “good” if we agree with them and they support our cause.
But God is the One who determines what is good or bad, and He does so not by how it affects our plans but by whether or not it accomplishes His. His plan is that we would be “a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people.” And His purpose for us is to “proclaim the praises of Him who called [us] out of darkness into His marvelous light” (1 Peter 2:9).
To accomplish God’s good purpose, we are to respect all people, love other believers, fear God, and honor those who rule over us—even when something doesn’t seem good to us (v.17). These kinds of actions may fan a spark of belief in those who observe our responses to “bad” circumstances and most of all bring praise to God.
Day by day and with each passing moment,
Strength I find to meet my trials here.
Trusting in my Father’s wise bestowment,
I’ve no cause for worry or for fear. —Berg
Strength I find to meet my trials here.
Trusting in my Father’s wise bestowment,
I’ve no cause for worry or for fear. —Berg
When things look bad, remember God is good.
Friday, December 21, 2012
Doctor Loh!
Officially Doctor Loh!
The last hurdle.. final test of faith! Overcame!! God has helped me overcome!! PTL! Beyond the technicalities, the preparation, the diagnosis and management and even the lack of faith, God is still God - He is good and His love endures forever. ((:
Thank God for this 4-year journey, esp the final 2 years of stretching and moulding. Lord, you have been awesome!!
Nearing the final paper, the studies seemed like a breeze till I failed the final OSCE. The OSCE seemed simple enough to pass and I left the exam hall feeling jubilant. I even called my dad to remind him of my graduation date. I failed, but I had peace. It felt different. It must have been from God.
Preparing for the supplementary was not easy but God provided help from med friends, my mentor (who is a Doctor), prayers and encouragement from family and lifegroup mates.
I needed to pass this supp so badly. No mistake, I told myself. But the supp paper was tougher than the original OSCE. Everyone felt the same way, and most find it harder to pass it this time. One station proved too much - "First aid for snake bite and management".. Never come across it, inasmuch it is supposed to be common in Aussieland. The more you discuss and "debate" with your mates after the supp, the less assurance of passing.
But it didnt make sense - the day before the supp exam, God prompted me to make some time on the management for "Placenta praevia" for OnG preparation. I even made a summarised version of it and read it the next day. True enough, it came out. Yet, why would God still want me to fail?
I had to depend on Proverbs 3:5-6 constantly.
Pass - I praise You.
Fail - I praise You.
And I passed!! To God be the glory!
The last hurdle.. final test of faith! Overcame!! God has helped me overcome!! PTL! Beyond the technicalities, the preparation, the diagnosis and management and even the lack of faith, God is still God - He is good and His love endures forever. ((:
Thank God for this 4-year journey, esp the final 2 years of stretching and moulding. Lord, you have been awesome!!
Nearing the final paper, the studies seemed like a breeze till I failed the final OSCE. The OSCE seemed simple enough to pass and I left the exam hall feeling jubilant. I even called my dad to remind him of my graduation date. I failed, but I had peace. It felt different. It must have been from God.
Preparing for the supplementary was not easy but God provided help from med friends, my mentor (who is a Doctor), prayers and encouragement from family and lifegroup mates.
I needed to pass this supp so badly. No mistake, I told myself. But the supp paper was tougher than the original OSCE. Everyone felt the same way, and most find it harder to pass it this time. One station proved too much - "First aid for snake bite and management".. Never come across it, inasmuch it is supposed to be common in Aussieland. The more you discuss and "debate" with your mates after the supp, the less assurance of passing.
But it didnt make sense - the day before the supp exam, God prompted me to make some time on the management for "Placenta praevia" for OnG preparation. I even made a summarised version of it and read it the next day. True enough, it came out. Yet, why would God still want me to fail?
I had to depend on Proverbs 3:5-6 constantly.
Pass - I praise You.
Fail - I praise You.
And I passed!! To God be the glory!
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