It was great because I got to speak to this patient who's unique. He has been admitted to the Mental Health Unit because he attempted suicide on a background history of Schizophrenia with auditory, visual and tactile hallucinations.
As I spoke to him, i began to feel sorry for him as I sensed that besides his hallucinations and delusions that are affecting his daily functioning (reading a book, watching TV, studying, etc), he's otherwise an intelligent man in his 20's and still has a positive outlook in life.
He cut his throat mainly because the "voices" were persecutory and commanding him to kill himself. I believe it's the evil spirits' and devils' work. But do I have the power and capacity as a med student to cast out demons?
Poor he, if not for these, he would have been a very successful man.
He is unique. He's the first patient whom I interviewed, says that he draws strength from God. (I was puzzled how someone who has to go thru this for the past 20 years, manage to still remain relatively positive for his future). He says that in the bible, God encourages us to be contented. And he was easily satisfied and pleased by the smallest things he has, giving thanks to God.
Now, my problems diminished in comparison.
Such a humble man, plagued by the elements of the spiritual realm. I told him that God can do miracles and I hope God will heal him one day. (I'm quite sure as a med student I was not supposed to speak in that manner, but heck! cos we were alone in the room). And he replied with a smile, "That's the first time a doctor's telling me that."
I sure hope I gave him hope.
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