Hmm why am I feeling so down?

I thought I've gotten over it. And the fact I'm in Aussie doesnt help. I miss home.. in the comfort of my mum's embrace..

The Lord is my refuge.

Heads up, 4 weeks to the end of my Psychiatric rotation and this week's crazy enough with one observed interview, one presentation, few interviews, one seminar, one BBQ, one meetup with Bernard..

Study study.. Maybe God is telling me now is the time to buck up and give my 100% despite the "news" as I perceive..

Despite the seeming sadness and self pity, I must realise I'm unworthy yet so blessed by God. I've been chosen by God to come to a pleasant country to study medicine. To become a future doctor that I may take care of those under my charge. To love and care for them wholeheartedly. Not many can experience that. In fact, majority are experiencing poverty.

It was she who propelled me and encouraged me to pursue this path. And I thank you.

Lord, make me stronger thru this.