Everything seems about to crumble and I'm amazed I've not fallen into depression yet.

Received a letter from Prof Mal Parker to ask why I didnt turn up for a PPD interview. Now that got me puzzled cos I've never heard of any interview arranged. Had to back-track thru my emails to realise I've overlooked that email. Opened up the documents to see formal invitations from Prof Mal and some sch and student representatives to try to help me with my probs.. Now what probs am I facing?? I wonder

Document attached by Dr Tanya, my clinical coach says

"Main concern is regarding his level of knowledge and understanding. Just wanted to flag this early on so that he can perhaps be monitored and offered some coaching. Particularly in anatomy and interpreting clinical signs. He seems to have sig lower understanding than his peers. He's frequently late, missed 1-2 clinical teaching sessions.
But criteria 1-9 acceptable. Appropriate and respectful of patients."

Need major sorting out in life. This is the time when I need God the most.


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I've had enough of this life. What I heard from seniors and peers are fallacies.. Lectures are not worth going cos senior's notes are enough.. Pathology labs arent either...

Off to get a laser printer.. Print lec notes, scribble notes and attend lectures.. Back to old-school methods of study...