Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Exam's over!!

Mind's in a state of aphasia now... *My fren Hannah used to use "Aphasia" in the lit form but now I know it's a medical term as well :))*

After countless hours of studying... esp for the past few days and only a few hours of interrupted sleep in between.. The body clock would have taken its toll if not for God's grace..

Many bros and sis prayed behind the scene and I could feel it as I felt peace while tackling the 2 papers...

These papers are by far the toughest in terms of preparation for it... *I dont wanna waste my dad's money and repeat another year... It's 70% weightage and it's do or die situation! I dont wanna come back to Aus in Dec to do the supplementary paper!* Never have I felt stress-induced symptoms like stomach upsets, cramps and heart palpitations... Skipped meals and sleep and I think I lost a few kg for that... It's time for recuperation indeed!

Just sent an email to daddy to say I think I would fair for the exam.. Frankly, not sure and I just wish to pass... Made some careless mistakes as I try to recollect the tough questions... Started studying weeks back but seemingly futile as I only picked up pace nearer the exam... Stress was evident and many bros and sis prayed over me...

It's over and no matter the result, God is good! He stood by me throughout the entire process which I would otherwise have fallen ill.. Struggles deep within but God reminded and encouraged me to press on.

Looking forward to sunny Singapore and the elective next week.. NUH!!

Note to self: You're no longer the patient, but a trainee doc... :) So exciting....

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