To have a Child-like Faith

2011-12-03T07:23:00.001+08:00

Am reading a book on "Healing the Sick" and told my mum what I believe we all can do through laying of hands and praying and "commanding" one to be healed, in Jesus' name.

Initial response from her was "don't be superstitious".. But I sensed from the Holy Spirit to persevere in declaring His goodness.

Told God to give me the courage and a "sign" as to what to do next. And as I read, the chapter ended with, in bold letters, "IF YOU HAVENT EXPERIENCED THE THRILL OF SEEING GOD HEAL THROUGH YOUR HANDS, WHY NOT TRY IT! START RIGHT NOW!"

And with boldness never felt before (I knew it was the spirit working), I asked mum if I could pray for her depression. She gave me her hand! The implied response was beyond words :) and unimaginable.
And as I prayed for her, she asked me to pray for her hair loss too. I chuckled and we had a good laugh.

Thank God for granting me the courage and perseverance to plant small little seeds each day, into my mum's life. Thank God for softened hearts in my family. I believe ever so strongly that God is at work. NOW is the time:)

Akin to Mission Trip Evax, persevere on! You'll never know what you get, in partnership with Christ. Thank God.

Winning into Freedom

2011-11-19T09:24:00.001+08:00

If the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed —John 8:36

If there is even a trace of individual self-satisfaction left in us, it always says, “I can’t surrender,” or “I can’t be free.” But the spiritual part of our being never says “I can’t”; it simply soaks up everything around it. Our spirit hungers for more and more. It is the way we are built. We are designed with a great capacity for God, but sin, our own individuality, and wrong thinking keep us from getting to Him. God delivers us from sin— we have to deliver ourselves from our individuality. This means offering our natural life to God and sacrificing it to Him, so He may transform it into spiritual life through our obedience.

God pays no attention to our natural individuality in the development of our spiritual life. His plan runs right through our natural life. We must see to it that we aid and assist God, and not stand against Him by saying, “I can’t do that.” God will not discipline us; we must discipline ourselves. God will not bring our “arguments . . . and every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ” (2 Corinthians 10:5)— we have to do it. Don’t say, “Oh, Lord, I suffer from wandering thoughts.” Don’t suffer from wandering thoughts. Stop listening to the tyranny of your individual natural life and win freedom into the spiritual life.

“If the Son makes you free . . . .” Do not substitute Savior for Son in this passage. The Savior has set us free from sin, but this is the freedom that comes from being set free from myself by the Son. It is what Paul meant in Galatians 2:20 when he said, “I have been crucified with Christ . . . .” His individuality had been broken and his spirit had been united with his Lord; not just merged into Him, but made one with Him. “. . . you shall be free indeed”— free to the very core of your being; free from the inside to the outside. We tend to rely on our own energy, instead of being energized by the power that comes from identification with Jesus.

-adapted from "My Utmost for His Highest"

Surgery Rotation OVER!

2011-11-17T21:34:00.001+08:00

This marks the end of another chapter. Surg exam was unpredictable to say the least. Whatever's studied didnt really come out. But I feel God's peace:) Come what may, I've done my best and I think God's pleased with me. Yipes!

Next up, prep for Perth Mission Trip. Lotsa prep in the next few days.. SS childrens' prog, PnW Children, PnW Adults', Healing, Evax... Mission Impossible NOT cos God's with us.:)

Clear up the messy room and prepare to evacuate to a much more comfy and familiar suburb called Indooroopilly with bro AL. It's gonna be an exciting year ahead next year in Brisbane. UQ6 to greater heights and breakthrough.

And it's packing for a different reason. SG for a good 3 months. And oh yeaps, begin to plan a "resolution" before touchdown in SG. 3 months of holiday but not a spiritual hol for sure. I believe God's gonna do great things in my family in the coming 3 months.

Met up with Dex and we're embarking on the epistles in the bible. All's looking great.

Thank you Lord.

Only a decade ago..

2011-11-13T22:12:00.001+08:00

A chat with Grace prompted the need to fall back on why I'm doing what I'm doing. Definitely not by chance as I recollected about the past when I fell ill.

And hours later, I received a newspaper article of the time when I went through treatment and how God has blessed me with wonderful BB officers, mentors and schoolmates.

God has always impressed upon me to become a doctor. The first thing that came to mind when ppl ask me what I wanna become when I grow up was to become a doctor. To help people. To face different challenges every day. (the key word is "different") I mean, I get to see different patients every day. Thus the "never-feel-bored" job.

I guess the simple reason to "help people" came about partly from what I've been through. Adds a personal touch whenever I see patients, especially cancer or palliative patients. It allows me not to feel too emotional nor forlorn about their predicament. But to say "Hey Sir! If God can heal me, He can do the same for you too." Have hope.

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To look at the article again and recollect the past after a good 10 years is.... indescribable. I choose not to remember the negative stuff.. Afterall, God was with me and he did not give me something beyond what I could bear.

Through "ALL", He gave me love. He gave me strength. He gave me a new life - an eternal one. And a lasting relationship. He gave me acceptance of my Christian faith in my family. And I believe that God is still at work in my family. What God begins, He will see them to fruition.

What the article did not mention was God's goodness throughout the therapy.

I was a joyful Christian soldier back then:) and still is (hopefully tsk)

I am where I am because of Him.

All praise and glory to God! Thank you Lord.

3 days

2011-11-13T20:37:00.001+08:00

Pearls, Toronto, Tjandra, Apley's concise.. All to get thru for the next 3 days.

Faith looks up! All for Jesus.

2011-11-08T05:20:00.001+08:00

Katanning planning-in-progress

2011-11-06T19:10:00.001+08:00

Thank God for a fruitful Katanning SS meeting this arvo. Although we started slow, the brainstorming process was great and i must say, the final product on paper looks awesome. Definitely not from us who have virtually no experience in this but by His grace.

The session is going to be great and we have to continually seek the Holy Spirit's anointing in this, especially finding courage and the right words to share in Mandarin. For myself, the greatest challenge came when YM asked me to share about my testimony many years back.

God is good and as we were PnW-ing together, I was reminded of that "time" where many blessings poured forth. It was indeed a blessing in disguise. And I had images of how I could share with the children in Katanning. I've done it before in Singapore and I sure hope it would make the same, if not a greater impact in the lives of the children. But firstly, the right words must come forth, and the kids must understand. haha..

And Pastor shared from 2 Kings 4:1-7 where we just need that little amount of "oil" to pour into these empty vessels. And we should not underestimate what this little oil can do in them. i.e. God can do impossibly greater things through you that you can ever imagine!

Brother Willy shared something simple yet powerful: "It's not what you can do, it's about what God can do through you."

I guess that sums up what mission trip is about. We can never prepare enough for any missions. Do our best, and let God do the rest. Missions is about faith. Let our faith in Him grow!

P.S. v7 - This oil never runs out!!

Thank you Lord

2011-11-01T17:13:00.001+08:00

God is good all the time!

Thank God for so many wonderful things that has come to past and ongoing ones. His goodness is bountiful!

1) Thank God for His favour for my rural rotation (4). The results came back and as undeserved as I was, they brought a smile to my face. The results were the best of all 4 rotations thus far. Praise God!
Ironically, the better results came in the tougher rotations - not by its medical content, but the inner struggles I had to grapple with. The weaker I was, the more I relied on God, and viola! the results were beyond good.
These results just render you speechless cos they are really impossible without God. God is awesome!

2) Mission Trip - Yes, I believe the team is excited on going for this mission. More so, we are anxious about spreading His word in Chinese for 2 full days. Despite that and the many uncertainties, thank God for making this possible. When God wills, He enables.
Thank God for granting us courage to go in faith. People like Yenmii are inspiring for their lack of Mandarin-speaking background, yet she simply obeys God.

If you're reading this, we are a team of 8 from Hope Brisbane Church who are going to Perth on a 7 day Mission trip. We will be doing evangelistic programmes in UWA, Murdoch and Curtin University. We will also be joining Hope Perth Church's LG, trusting God to do wonderful and powerful life-changing things! On top of that, we'll spend 2 days in Katanning Perth, conducting Sunday School and Adult services to a group of Chinese who has yet to encounter Christ.

Pray with us for good weather, strong health, safety, wisdom in team planning and executing in spirit and in truth, softened hearts and openness of the kids and adults in Katanning, students in the respective uni - ready and receptive, directions to the right people whom God wants us to touch, God's love, equip with the armour of God and fruits of the Spirit.

3) Cambodia Trip - Thank God for opened doors. Although I don't quite exactly know what's in store, this trip with the BB Boys would be a fruitful one. Once a BB Boy, always a BB Boy!
6-11 Dec 2011. Noted.
And prolly, it would be a prelude to many Mission trips to come.

4) Thank God for Jace's and Alvin's missions in the Philippines. Truly inspirational. They've start up Ambassadors For Jesus Christ (AFJC), gave out freebies and necessities to the children, given multiple sermons and I believe touched many ones too. Also, they are part of a team in providing med services to the community.
God willing, we Brisbane med doctors might just organise a med missions and join them in Philippines. That would be awesome!
http://alvinjace.blogspot.com/

2011-11-01T16:38:00.003+08:00

Today is a special day for my good brother-in-Christ.

Dear brother, thank you for the wonderful sharing we just had. Remember that you are special and God made you uniquely you. You are a gem in his heart. He loves you so much.

In good times, we praise God. In bad times, we praise God too.

The Lord says in Jeremiah 29:11,"For I know the plans I have for you - plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

12 - "Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you."

13 - "You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart."

14 - " 'I will be found by you,' declares the Lord."

I believe this verse is for you.

Don't wait. Don't doubt.

Jesus loves you.

Happy Birthday.((=

Blessings bro!
Jun

2011-10-27T01:24:00.001+08:00

Katanning Mission

2011-10-15T22:03:00.001+08:00

The mission trip meeting tonight was really intense. Lotsa preparation to be done in the midst of tests, exams and assignments.

Dear Lord, grant us wisdom and love as we prepare for the trip. Putting You and others first before self.

Personally, need wisdom and attentive heart and mind to contribute better to the team.

On a side note, God might have opened a door to the Cambodia trip. Fingers crossed.

2 Peter 1:5-9

2011-10-14T21:43:00.002+08:00

⁵ For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge;⁶ and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; ⁷and to godliness, mutual affection; and to mutual affection, love. ⁸ For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. ⁹ But whoever does not have them is nearsighted and blind, forgetting that they have been cleansed from their past sins.

2011-10-07T23:35:00.001+08:00

It has been a pretty long time since the last update and since then it has been pretty good.

UQ6 is bonding up! Greater portion of love and grace from God. Holy spirit is moving..

Time to rise up people! Bro AL mentioned clearly tonight that God did not call the worldly leaders but the peasants like us. Everyone can be a leader when placed in the right situation. Receive the vision, be the called!

Surgery rotation has been great thus far. Lotsa OT experience, and of course lots to study too. Looking forward to Gen Surg! Surging forward...

Side note: There has been a spike of vehicle car accidents and health issues among the sisters-in-Christ. Although it hasnt reached epic level, we certainly need to bear in mind to drive safely peeps. Watch out, eat healthily, and be strong in the Lord.

Remember the praise song tonight: "Nothing is impossible" with God.

Also, reminded by Bro J to keep a journal to doc the prayers pointers and spiritual walk with God. Be amazed.

Has been a great night. <3 UQ6

2011-10-01T10:28:00.000+08:00

This is a battle not of this world, but of the spiritual realm.

Everything we go through, good and bad times, the Holy Spirit is at work. We need to pray!

When 2 or 3 come together in God's name, there He is with them.

2011-09-30T23:23:00.004+08:00

Just as I was pondering about the insufficiencies in life, I was reminded of God's blessings upon UQ6.

This week, one brother and one sister received the baptism of the Holy Spirit. We prayed for our brother on Tues, after prayer meeting. We prayed and prayed and the Holy Spirit's presence was so strong. What impacted me was the unity in prayer that night. Never in my 3 years in Brisbane did I experience such strength and unity in prayer for a common purpose. We spoke in tongue and prayed over our brother and God answered our prayer.

Matthew 18:19-20: Again, I tell you that if two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them.

Am also encouraged by a second sister-in-Christ's perseverance in this area and we believe in God's timing, her prayer will be answered too. cos God loves her so much.=)

God is at work in UQ6, especially so after the Strawberry trip last Sat. May this unity in Christ be carried on across many more weeks to build up one another, knowing He is in control.

Thank you Lord.

Side note: "Child-like faith" in another post - Jonathan Lim

2011-09-29T07:26:00.000+08:00

I've been experiencing a state of spiritual aphasia if that makes sense. But thank God for the bouts of lows that have gripped me for the bulk of rural rotation and past 3 years. I probably have lived in my own little world. In Jesus name, I believe they have been surrendered and overcomed.

Recent state of aphasia cos the times I read bible verses, I dont feel God speaking to me as much.

How I wish for the NUS CCC days when life was spiritually transforming.

Read them, wrote them, verbalised them, prayed over them. But nothing's coming in. I sense the season to persevere and remain still. The need to pray more.

2011-09-25T08:54:00.002+08:00

Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

2011-09-16T09:27:00.001+08:00

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
Matt 11:28-30

2011-09-16T01:07:00.004+08:00

Ecclesiastes 4:9-12
Of which, v9a reads: Two are better than one.

As I read the article on Opposites Attract -- and Drive Each Other Nuts!, I marvel at God's humour and His awesome plan.

Though a husband and wife can be so different in many aspects, God will make a way.

And I recollect from someone who mentioned that whatever God joins together, no human can break! Amen?!

The trick I guess is to pray continually not as individuals but as a pair, from the beginnings of a Boyfriend-girlfriend relationship into marriage; to speak to God and listen for He teaches and rebukes. He grants wisdom and reveals in His timing. Let God be the centre in every relationship.

P.S. Allow God into the relationship. Make it Open with a simple combined prayer of invitation and continued one.

2011-09-13T22:58:00.002+08:00

And this is a wonderful story that speaks of God's awesome-ness. Everyone is unique and special in God's eyes.

You Are Special

by Max Lucado

The Wemmicks were small wooden people. Each of the wooden people was carved by a woodworker named Eli. His workshop sat on a hill overlooking their village. Every Wemmick was different. Some had big noses, others had large eyes. Some were tall and others were short. Some wore hats, others wore coats. But all were made by the same carver and all lived in the village. And all day, every day, the Wemmicks did the same thing: They gave each other stickers. Each Wemmick had a box of golden star stickers and a box of gray dot stickers. Up and down the streets all over the city, people could be seen sticking stars or dots on one another.

The pretty ones, those with smooth wood and fine paint, always got stars. But if the wood was rough or the paint chipped, the Wemmicks gave dots. The talented ones got stars, too. Some could lift big sticks high above their heads or jump over tall boxes. Still others knew big words or could sing very pretty songs. Everyone gave them stars.

Some Wemmicks had stars all over them! Every time they got a star it made them feel so good that they did something else and got another star. Others, though, could do little. They got dots.

Punchinello was one of these. He tried to jump high like the others, but he always fell. And when he fell, the others would gather around and give him dots.

Sometimes when he fell, it would scar his wood, so the people would give him more dots. He would try to explain why he fell and say something silly, and the Wemmicks would give him more dots. After a while he had so many dots that he didn't want to go outside. He was afraid he would do something dumb such as forget his hat or step in the water, and then people would give him another dot. In fact, he had so many gray dots that some people would come up and give him one without reason. "He deserves lots of dots," the wooden people would agree with one another. "He's not a good wooden person."

After a while Punchinello believed them. "I'm not a good Wemmick," he would say. The few times he went outside, he hung around other Wemmicks who had a lot of dots. He felt better around them.

One day he met a Wemmick who was unlike any he'd ever met. She had no dots or stars. She was just wooden. Her name was Lucia. It wasn't that people didn't try to give her stickers; it's just that the stickers didn't stick. Some admired Lucia for having no dots, so they would run up and give her a star. But it would fall off. Some would look down on her for having no stars, so they would give her a dot. But it wouldn't stay either. 'That's the way I want to be,'thought Punchinello. 'I don't want anyone's marks.' So he asked the stickerless Wemmick how she did it. "It's easy," Lucia replied. "every day I go see Eli."

"Eli?" "Yes, Eli. The woodcarver. I sit in the workshop with him." "Why?" "Why don't you find out for yourself? Go up the hill. He's there."

And with that the Wemmick with no marks turned and skipped away. "But he won't want to see me!" Punchinello cried out. Lucia didn't hear. So Punchinello went home. He sat near a window and watched the wooden people as they scurried around giving each other stars and dots. "It's not right," he muttered to himself. And he resolved to go see Eli. He walked up the narrow path to the top of the hill and stepped into the big shop. His wooden eyes widened at the size of everything. The stool was as tall as he was. He had to stretch on his tiptoes to see the top of the workbench. A hammer was as long as his arm. Punchinello swallowed hard. "I'm not staying here!" and he turned to leave. Then he heard his name.

"Punchinello?" The voice was deep and strong. Punchinello stopped. "Punchinello! How good to see you. Come and let me have a look at you." Punchinello turned slowly and looked at the large bearded craftsman. "You know my name?" the little Wemmick asked.

"Of course I do. I made you." Eli stooped down and picked him up and set him on the bench. "Hmm," the maker spoke thoughtfully as he inspected the gray circles. "Looks like you've been given some bad marks." "I didn't mean to, Eli. I really tried hard." "Oh, you don't have to defend yourself to me, child. I don't care what the other Wemmicks think." "You don't?"

No, and you shouldn't either. Who are they to give stars or dots?

They're Wemmicks just like you. What they think doesn't matter, Punchinello. All that matters is what I think. And I think you are pretty special."

Punchinello laughed. "Me, special? Why? I can't walk fast. I can't jump. My paint is peeling. Why do I matter to you?"

Eli looked at Punchinello, put his hands on those small wooden shoulders, and spoke very slowly. "Because you're mine. That's why you matter to me."

Punchinello had never had anyone look at him like this--much less his maker. He didn't know what to say.

"Every day I've been hoping you'd come," Eli explained.

"I came because I met someone who had no marks."

"I know. She told me about you."

"Why don't the stickers stay on her?"

"Because she has decided that what I think is more important than what they think. The stickers only stick if you let them."

"What?"

"The stickers only stick if they matter to you. The more you trust my love, the less you care about the stickers."

"I'm not sure I understand."

"You will, but it will take time. You've got a lot of marks. For now, just come to see me every day and let me remind you how much I care." Eli lifted Punchinello off the bench and set him on the ground. "Remember," Eli said as the Wemmick walked out the door. "You are special because I made you. And I don't make mistakes."

Punchinello didn't stop, but in his heart he thought, "I think he really means it."

And when he did, a dot fell to the ground.

May all your dots fall silently to the ground, for if given by man, they matter only to other men, if given by the Gods, no one questions, the scars that make up our lives. (when given the choice, pass out stars, drop the dots in the trash.)

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Just sharing with you how wonderful God is. To God be the glory.

2011-09-12T19:34:00.002+08:00

My God is a good God.

God is moulding me to become a better and stronger person.

Looking back, God has placed me in Australia with strong intentions. What better way to learn how to manage your own emotions than to bring you to a country far far away, "pickled" with bouts of challenges here and there. This emotional detachment has been the greatest struggle, but God is slowly but surely helping me to overcome it.

And God is reminding me to stand firm and be still. Persevere on for these will develop character to become a God-fearing man.

Thanks be to God. His mighty hands at work.:)

On a side note: Have been doing this critical appraisal assignment and I prayed to God prior to this. Strong temptations came along but I feel the mighty strength of God helping me to resist them. One by one, they've been overcome. So.. Prayer works! for I cant do it without Him. I have God with me in this assignment. Now, who can stand against me? :) Gotta continue praying to Him as I progress through the assignment. God is good, all the time!!

Note to self

2011-09-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

There are too many many many people who needs help (in all aspects.. physical, financial, emotional, spiritual, etc).. Too many that we can imagine... They need the saving grace of God. They need the "good news".

Often times, I wonder why I am so caught in my little world, preoccupied with my often emotional problems.

The message is so strong and clear that we are IN this world but not OF it.. We do not belong here but God created us and so we should obey his gentle and loving commands. His directions and guidance keeps us on track, undeterred by the sins that so easily entangle.

This realisation is so WOW. It came moments ago and I thought I better note it down before it vanishes.

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PS 86:11-13

2011-09-05T19:40:00.007+08:00

QT'

"Teach me your way, O Lord,

and I will walk in your truth;

give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name.

I will praise you, O Lord my God,

with all my heart;

I will glorify your name forever.

For great is Your love toward me;

You have delivered me from the depths of the grave."

All my results, all my achievements..

They were fruits of His love, His spirit, His grace, His mercy.

I've under-performed but over-achieved.

So underserved, yet He so freely gives.

For countless times, I've sinned.

And yet He's borne it on the cross.

God forgives; He keeps no record of wrongs.

God is gentle, God is kind.

God is merciful, and thank God!,

For He is our everlasting God.

With Him, I am well pleased.

The Lord is my source;

HE is all I need.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fv48ENB2XXU

=)

God is amazing!

2011-09-05T19:16:00.003+08:00

Wow what a rotation it has been.

Rural rotation is coming to an end. And I'm gonna miss the spirit of sincerity. Yes, sincerity. The unpretentious smiles,

the giving heart,

the willing heart to give their time and energy,

the most simple yet heartwarming "How ya'll doing?",

and in reply Always with a smile and looking into ya eyes saying "That's great!" or "That's good.!":)

Lovely things that comes from within; things that cant be seen, are always many times more beautiful.

Through Warwick's amazing and outward expression of Love for one another, God has reminded me how important it is to love one another in kind words. May we continue to encourage one another in all wisdom, singing psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, and in thanksgiving to God.

Not just to your friends, but also to your family members and loved ones. :)

1 Thessalonians 5:11

Therefore encourage one another and build one another up, just as you are doing.

In Awe

2011-08-29T21:49:00.002+08:00

From Psalms 40

¹ I waited patiently for the LORD;
he turned to me and heard my cry.
² He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire;
he set my feet on a rock
and gave me a firm place to stand.
³ He put a new song in my mouth,
a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear the LORD
and put their trust in him.

⁴ Blessed is the one
who trusts in the LORD,
who does not look to the proud,
to those who turn aside to false gods.^[b]
⁵ Many, LORD my God,
are the wonders you have done,
the things you planned for us.
None can compare with you;
were I to speak and tell of your deeds,
they would be too many to declare.

⁶ Sacrifice and offering you did not desire—
but my ears you have opened^[c]—
burnt offerings and sin offerings^[d] you did not require.
⁷ Then I said, “Here I am, I have come—
it is written about me in the scroll.^[e]
⁸ I desire to do your will, my God;
your law is within my heart.”

⁹ I proclaim your saving acts in the great assembly;
I do not seal my lips, LORD,
as you know.
¹⁰ I do not hide your righteousness in my heart;
I speak of your faithfulness and your saving help.
I do not conceal your love and your faithfulness
from the great assembly.

¹¹ Do not withhold your mercy from me, LORD;
may your love and faithfulness always protect me.
¹² For troubles without number surround me;
my sins have overtaken me, and I cannot see.
They are more than the hairs of my head,
and my heart fails within me.
¹³ Be pleased to save me, LORD;
come quickly, LORD, to help me.

¹⁴ May all who want to take my life
be put to shame and confusion;
may all who desire my ruin
be turned back in disgrace.
¹⁵ May those who say to me, “Aha! Aha!”
be appalled at their own shame.
¹⁶ But may all who seek you
rejoice and be glad in you;
may those who long for your saving help always say,
“The LORD is great!”

¹⁷ But as for me, I am poor and needy;
may the Lord think of me.
You are my help and my deliverer;
you are my God, do not delay.

Beautiful morning

2011-08-29T04:37:00.005+08:00

The last 2 nights have been a blast.

Sat night - Stayed up late to witness the hot presidential election space out. Though the final results werent as what I'd like it to be, God's perfect plan is at work! Thank God that everything went smoothly. And Singaporeans being as tame as we are, there were no riots or fights. Peace and harmony shall prevail!

And it was an intense yet exciting night.

Sunday night - We saw how Man U thrashed Arsenal 8-2 in 90 min. Though we felt sorry for Arsenal, it was one of the most mouth-watering goal fests. Arsenal never conceded 8 goals in EPL since 1896. =)

And I woke up to a perfect morning - foggy scenery outside, fresh winter-spring morning, cool fresh air in a rural town named Warwick. Did QT and God spoke to me thru crosswalk.com

http://www.crosswalk.com/faith/women/how-to-change-negative-attitudes-to-positive-ones.html

What makes a Godly relationship?

2011-08-27T17:37:00.005+08:00

Hi friends,

I just came across this wonderful website www.everystudent.com which has bountiful resources on what many teens and students are facing (even adults), from God's perspective.

And for those of you who are in a Boy-girl relationship (good on you!) and even those who are still seeking God for the right partner, I'd encourage you to read the article in this link:

http://www.everystudent.com/features/wolves.html

It's not a short read but it's a very very common thing faced by many couples.

God bless you! Share with your partner, share with your mentor or cell leader and pastors.

Have someone to be there for you; to be accountable and keep you in check.

Towards a Godly relationship yup. One that builds up and not destroy. One that's glorifying and pleasing to God.

Blessings!

2011-08-26T16:58:00.002+08:00

At this moment, UQ 6 are having Lifegroup! Miss them loads.. But hey! there's a reason why I'm far far away from them yea..

Prayed a prayer for you UQ6 and God's gonna do many wonderful works in every life tonight. His love will overflow tonight and overwhelm you, touching individual hearts in His own unique ways.

Stay sensitive, stay strong, knowing that God's always with us. N be thankful always for the little blessings in life.=)

2011-08-21T22:24:00.002+08:00

Just before I tuck into bed, I thot I should wish everyone a very Good night!

It's been a great week, with a weekend return to Brisbane for Lifegroup and celebration of Brad's bdae. Thank God for this purrfect weekend.

God is doing great things in UQ6. More ppl rising up. Greater unity in Christ. Less of self, more of God, more of giving unto the Lord - time and thoughts. The peace that transcends all understanding, made possible and provided freely by God. He is truly amazing. Thank you God.

A message that has been strong and a soo important one. To live is Christ, every moment of each day.

Let's continue to be a blessing to one another. Encourage and pray for one another. Love one another, in Christ-likeness.

Have a God-filled week! =P

2011-08-11T22:11:00.002+08:00

Thank God I manage to pass Internal Med rotation! Though the results were unexpectedly reversed, I thank God cos He answered my prayer by giving me a total pass! No need to repeat this toughest or "2nd toughest rotation after Surgery". =)

And I am most certainly accepted into one of the electives I'd love. And hopefully it's SGH. Confirmation and more confirmation from Dr Yeo makes my heart. That means a full extended 2 months of "holidays" in Jan and Feb and early March. Woohoo.. for I finally get to spend CNY with family and friends!! That's 4 precious months in Singapore! Need I say how much I miss Singapore? inasmuch I'm appreciating Brisbane more and more each day. (One day, it will come to a point where I'll be caught btn Australia and Singapore emotionally, but I know Singapore calls. =P)

What a blessing this has turned out to be. I just signed up for the various elective postings online and an email from Dr Yeo surprised me cos she offered me Haematology-onocology electives. This is why I do medicine. Haem-Onco elective will be an experience of a lifetime. A huge huge reminder of why I'm doing what I'm doing. Thank you God.

For His people and His glory.Amen.

2011-08-10T19:40:00.002+08:00

The Lord has impressed upon me and many the chapters and verses of Hebrews 11-13.

On reading these verses verbally, I realise chapter 11 depicts the examples of what faith is. It is not Hebrews 11:1 (that is so often memorised and we hold fast to), but v2 "This is what the ancients were commended for." It is as if God is saying that this faith that we see, in the remaining verses in chapter 11, is no longer as commonly seen in this generation.

Sad but true, as the media and other influences around us such as material needs and gains and sinful desires tempt us in every moment. This is the reason why we should desire to have a deeper relationship with God even more. More and more of Him, and lesser of ourselves. So indeed, we need to die to self. This is unrecognised and unknown to many because we are too satisfied with our lives. If only, we take a step back and look at the faith that the ancients had. We are nowhere near that, nor do we realise it.

Brothers and sisters, let us continue to fix our eyes on Jesus, throwing every sin that entangles and run this race with perseverance, knowing that God is sovereign and loving, that we will not lose heart. Hebrews 12.

Do not be afraid. Do not be dismayed. Be contented! with what we have, for God has promised "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." Hebrews 13:5

2011-08-10T00:50:00.002+08:00

Chap 4 Passion for His presence

Do you seek God for what He can do, or seek Him for who He is?

Would you be like Moses who replied God that he will go wherever He goes, despite even remaining in that tough desert place?

How did you respond when adversities come your way? Do you blame God or in faith and thanksgiving, in supplication to the Lord?

It is so easy for everyone, including myself to question God, with irreverence, when we face tough tough challenges against us. But let's be reminded that God will never leave us nor forsake us (Heb 13:5). And sure enough, everything happens for a reason and stems from His love for us. For He loves us so deeply.

Here's also a reminder for myself to seek God not for what He can do, but that precedes; just desiring an intimate relationship with Him. We love Him for who He is, and not what He can do.

Everything else is a blessing; a surprise; a bonus.

Application in r/s: Love your father, mother, siblings, bf/gf, friends just for who they are.=)

2011-08-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

Chap 3 of Drawing Near by John Bevere speaks of "Protecting our hunger for God"

What are you feeding your mind these days? What are you preoccupied with? Are they lustful desires? Are they just about studies? Or are they about impressing others?

These worldly desires fuel your hunger for more; the more you think of such things, the more you hunger for such as these.

In essence, "We hunger for what we feed on."

Similarly, the more we pray and converse with God, with thanksgiving, with a heart of praise and worship and in reverence; "if we feed on a steady diet of the Word of God, it is easy to set aside time for prayer, and conversations on spiritual things will come easily and flow naturally. We will crave the presence of God and desire an intimacy with Him."

Proverbs 27:7 says, " A satisfied soul loathes the honeycomb."

What cares, desires and pleasures are you vulnerable to, that dulls your hunger for the "sweet honeycomb" of God's fellowship?

Proverbs 4:23 - "above all else, guard your heart." for the Lord "satisfies the longing soul, and fills the hungry soul with goodness." - Psalm 107:9

2011-08-07T17:40:00.003+08:00

In Warwick commencing week 2.. peaceful and quiet..

Ironically I need more of God..

More of God less of self.

To reflect upon the Lord.

A life non-examined (by the Bible) is worth not living.

This is our Father's love.

2011-08-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

He cares so much for you.

"Study hard"

"I wish you all the happiness"

"I'm sorry"

These are things that your dad would have said to you,

just because he loves you.

"He" loves you just as much.

He sent His only son to die on the cross.

Thank you God:)

http://www.godtube.com/watch/?v=F9FC01NU

2011-08-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

First 2 days in Warwick Medical Centre is already so challenging yet fruitful. Dr Kris Hannon has been so patient with moi, teaching the know-hows and granting opportunities for me to interview patients and present to him straight after.

Just today, I got to interview 4 patients of his. Didnt expect to take 4 patients just like that. Feels just like a GP now. It came first as a shock as he gave me patient after another. Each patient was met with "Hmm.. what if I dont know much about how to manage and treat him or her? Wouldnt I be undermining his reputation? Would I be looked down on?" But as it turned out, Move with the Holy Spirit! Plucked up courage and tackled them one by one.:)

The result was I made blunders here and there. But when I answered correctly, he remarked with an encouraging "Good!" and "I would agree!" And when the answers were obviously wrong or oh-not-so-close, his response would be "That's very close, but..." or "That's a good guess, but let's track back to first principles and....." Such great learning environment isnt it?

Very encouraging and humble man is he, Dr Kris Hannon. And I just got to know that he came in top! in the RACGP exam. How cool is that.. Learning from the very best in Queensland and possibly Australia! omg Thank you Lord!

Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.

Have faith and press on! God, me and patient! He is the ultimate healer, and I his instrument. With Him, everything is possible.:)

2011-08-01T19:29:00.004+08:00

In Isaiah 40:31, it says: " But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."

Brothers and sisters, let's claim this promise of God and put our faith in Him. Remain sure and steadfast in our faith in Him, be pure, be repentant.

Do not fear for our God is with us. Do not be dismayed for He is our God. (41:10)

Press on. March on Christian soldiers!!!! We can do all things through Christ who gives us strength.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTSknArjnWM

2011-07-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

A brother from UQ 8, Bryan Tan, has just received Christ into his life. The heavenly angels are rejoicing!

God's peace

2011-07-29T21:35:00.003+08:00

Tonight's LG was amazing.

Tonight we witnessed something that's "mind-blowing". Something huge happened that we had to leave the house where we were in, even before Praise n Worship began.

What amazed me is the unity of UQ6. Yes, we were shaken. But undoubtedly God was in control. There was peace in the midst of storm. There was courage, there was composure. There was assurances that there's light at the end of the tunnel; there's hope.

This is a reminder that prayers are ever so important. Even as we so often say "Dont wait for sth big to happen before you react and pray", I thank God for as such, we are reminded on the importance of prayer.

Above all, we gained more than we asked for tonight. And that's made possible only by God. Thank you God!

Hello from Toowomba

2011-07-24T21:44:00.002+08:00

Week 1 of Rural rotation begins tmr in Toowomba.

And it can be a trying time away from comfort Brisbane church and lifegroup. And LG leader, Grace just sent a sms telling the not-so-little Boy to guard his emotions. Indeed, God's gonna work in this area amen.

Anyway, 1st day of rural faith journey and a sermon article on "How to Honor Your Wife"

http://blog.marshill.com/2010/12/14/how-to-honor-your-wife/

I say this article is not only for the husbands and daddys..It's also for the boyfriends and husbands-to-be.

It's not a burden, nor a chore. There's an exciting journey ahead, brothers!:D

Jeremiah 29:11

2011-07-20T11:43:00.003+08:00

In Jeremiah 29:11, Jesus says "For I know the plans I have for you - plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

As I reflect on the latest rotation (Internal Medicine) that just gone by, God has really seen me through every day of it. Great n knowledgeable, friendly and humble consultants, registrars, interns and nurses who went beyond means to provide opportunities for my med partner, Jane and I to learn.

Yes they were testing, physically and mentally every day from 8-5pm. But Jane and I reckon we enjoyed it really much as this really makes us feel like a junior doctor! Steep learning curve where we get to do procedures such as cannulation, Arterial Blood Gases and witness a thoracentesis. Praise God for that.

Jane was amazing and encouraging all the way. "You can do it!.. You were awesome!.. Go kick ass!.." Haha.. She's been the best mate ever to work with and we'll miss the morning ward rounds together and the interactions with the friendly interns.

To top it off, the exams were great! Not exactly the sense of knowledge as I have loads to catch up on, comparatively with my peers, it was God's peace that stood with me throughout. I remember asking friends to pray for me as the day approaches. And God was amazing. He did miraculous things that day.

I was brought to a patient who had Mantle Cell Leukemia and Chronic Lymphocytic Leukaemia. This long case was really unique as it gave me an opporunity to share abt my past and give hope! Now of all the practices I've done on patients, I've never met a Leukaemia patient and God gave me one on this fine day. My anxiety and fear vanished as I spent the one hour interviewing him. I knew it must have been the prayers. And I get to share my testimony with him for the last 5 min ; one that's a surprise as I'd usually find the designated 1 hour too short to even get a full history.

And when the time came for me to present the history and examination findings to the consultant examiners, with a confident smile, knowing that God is with me, I presented it as clearly as I would never have done in my previous practices. I came out of the exam room feeling triumphant. All glory is His! Hallelujah..

THIS was the song that God impressed upon me as I took time off from studies. The lyrics were so impt. God was remindingme to once again, have faith in Him.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CR5IoWH9OiI&NR=1

Friends, let us put our hope in our Lord Jesus Christ

Jesus went on to say, "Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you."

Tired tired

2011-06-27T07:47:00.003+08:00

Slept 3 hr last night and took the wrong bus which brought me to the other side of city. Blessing in disguise maybe as the routine bus rides transformed into a morning walk. Healthy living ftw.

Ended up in the Bioscience Lib instead of morning ward rounds. Thank God it's post exam period and the lib is finally tranquil as it should have always been.:)

Study study.. no boundaries, no end. And I was lamenting how tired it's gonna be for the next 2 weeks.

And viola, RBC.org to the rescue! Rather, a great reminder from God.

Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. —Matthew 11:28

And I chanced upon this yesterday on Godtube

The Inspiring Story of Tae-Ho: The Little Boy With No Arms - Inspirational Videos

http://www.godtube.com/watch/?v=KDGK7WNX

Life is like a cup of coffee.
Live simply, love generously, Care deeply, speak kindly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogweL4E24ok&feature=share

2011-06-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qE8RVX5jumk&feature=player_embedded#at=27

2011-06-14T18:40:00.003+08:00

Today's a great day. Met a very nice lady who've elevated cancer markers and possibly bladder tumour. She's been through a lot. And God gave me the courage to share with her about my past. She teared, but they were tears that shine of God's goodness.

As I chanced upon the following video, I think God is reminding me of why I'm doing what I'm doing.

Take a look at the following clip. And find out how fortunate U already are. Give thanks and rejoice. When something nasty happens, know this:

¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. - Jeremiah 29:11

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dapsS0rLxgQ&feature=related

¹⁷ Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!

2 Corinthians 5:17

2011-06-13T00:15:00.003+08:00

Pls pardon my state of aphasia but go to the following link.. it tells of how God is a God of love and transforms lives.

Through Kelvin, we see that God's word remains true today and forever. 2 Corinthians 5:17 has come to pass.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JuMkma9LiNQ&feature=player_embedded#at=13

Cannula 1

2011-06-06T14:21:00.003+08:00

Just did a cannulation (insertion of IV tube into the wrist vein) on a my first patient who's suffering from Acopia at the moment. which means she cant communicate with the outside world for now. She's not coping well.

Anw, it went quite smooth and i was quite excited by the fact that it went in with the first attempt. God that was awesome. But the "flushing" part made me worried cos I realised there was a certain amount of air that I had flushed into her vein before the saline solution went in. Now that could cause an air embolism in her lungs if that amount of air is significant enough. More so for a frail body like hers. Worst of all, she cant complain of chest pain, if there's any if pulmonary embolism sets in. I hope I have not killed her.

God save her.

2011-06-05T20:45:00.002+08:00

Just reading the posts on FB abt 33J Mid year camp shows how much the officers and seniors has carried on the legacy. In short, they've risen to the occasion and been a blessing to the Boys and parents.

God is faithful and He's doing wonderful things in Fairfield.

PTL

RBC 04 June 2011

2011-06-04T19:43:00.002+08:00

¹⁰ That is why we labor and strive, because we have put our hope in the living God, who is the Savior of all people, and especially of those who believe.

¹¹ Command and teach these things. ¹² Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in conduct, in love, in faith and in purity. ¹³ Until I come, devote yourself to the public reading of Scripture, to preaching and to teaching. ¹⁴ Do not neglect your gift, which was given you through prophecy when the body of elders laid their hands on you.

¹⁵ Be diligent in these matters; give yourself wholly to them, so that everyone may see your progress. ¹⁶ Watch your life and doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers.

The verse in "bold" reminded me of why I'm doing what I'm doing. Sometimes you dont have to comprehend everything; you just have to trust in the Lord your God. His wisdom surpasses all understanding. Put our hope in our living God.

Love this section: In word: Young people who make a difference for Christ control what they say, avoid negative talk, and speak words that honor God. In conduct: Teens who practice discretion in their behavior shine for all the world to see. In love: By taking heed of Jesus’ words to love God and their neighbor (Matt. 22:37-39) teens please Jesus and touch hearts. In faith: Those who put their faith into action change lives. In purity: It’s tough to be morally pure and doctrinally sound, but kids who are can set the bar for the rest of us.

Great reminders from God. Work in progress anyone? =)

2011-06-04T19:28:00.003+08:00

Confess I've not been doing QT for the past 2 weeks. Remedy remedy..

33J Mid Year Camp

2011-06-04T17:28:00.002+08:00

The Seniors and Officers must be preparing for the campfire now. Missing them. By God's will, hope I would be able to play a part in their lives even as I begin work in 2 years time. Nothing is impossible with God.

Week 2 has been a fruitful week in PA. Ward rounds, Take and presentation to consultants. Pretty full-on for a Year 3 med 8-5pm every day. Had good feedback and tips to improve on presentation from nice interns.

Something to "look forward" to in Week 3: long case presentation to Dr Michael Walsh. He's known to grill students to their grave. Fingers crossed. All in the name of Jesus.

I'll get there. 2013 just u wait!

2011-05-29T18:21:00.002+08:00

Week 2 in Internal Medicine is beginning tmr.

So much to work on that you aint sure where to begin. Familiar eh?

Stress is self-induced. Needa find refuge in Jesus.

Out!

Prayer works

2011-05-23T19:54:00.003+08:00

If you believe prayer works, then work on these prayer works.

What was meant to be just another "how are you?" phone call became one that helps to encourage one another. Sealed it with a mutual prayer.

God is good, All the time. Amen!

Philippians 3:13-14

2011-05-23T16:56:00.005+08:00

Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

Came across this verse on a friend's FB page.

A good reminder to the next 6 months!

Pains n struggles; joy and peace. As you reflect upon them, you give thanks for every moment.

Looking forward to more of God's wonders.

2011-05-09T21:05:00.002+08:00

From AMC's sermon last Sunday by Mrs Lai Kheng Pousson..

Anyone can be great! Greatness = Servanthood. Servanthood = Greatness.

From Matt 20:20-28, v26 Jesus said, "whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first must be your slave - just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life as a ransom for many."

http://aldersgate.sg/sermons/2011/sermons-may-2011/

Alvin and JAce

2011-05-07T08:12:00.003+08:00

Alvin and Jace are 2 missionaries from our church who're based in the PHilippines right now. Encouraged by their testimonies and God encounters there.

Do check out their blog and be blessed.

Let's be reminded that once again, this world is not about us, but more about loving God and His people. As we humble ourselves to repent and seek God, and do deeds He has called us to, we receive manifold times of Reward!

http://alvinjace.blogspot.com/

When you teach, you learn even more

2011-05-06T21:51:00.005+08:00

Managed to co-teach with Yenmii for this 18-lesson series to our beloved new Christians in Lifegroup. God has blessed us with 4 salvations in UQ6 and so we embarked on imparting basic Christian knowledge to them.

The lesson's on Repentance and Forgiveness!

Overall, by God's grace, I think all of us learnt alot from the lesson. For me, even as I was preparing and teaching, I learnt somethings that are so impt yet overlooked in the past.

1) Repentance is impt because it cleanses us and sets us free, prevents us from becoming more entrapped in sin; prevents separation from God; linked to our ability to experience God's love, grace and freedom; and also affects our ability to love and forgive others.

The part that stood out was the part on how non-repentance actually prevents us from truly loving and forgiving others and in turn, give rise to more sins. This instantly brought back memories of how 3-4 years ago, I found great difficulty in forgiving a fren for what she's done. No matter how hard I tried, there was no full or true forgiveness. Despite the fact that there was no hatred, unforgiveness was lingering in the background. True enough, I ended up hurting her. And until now, it hurts.

We must be right with God in true repentance, before we can effectively love and forgive others.

2) In 2 Corinthians 7:10 says, Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death.

Very profound yet simple. To repent, we need to come before God with a sincere heart to seek forgiveness just like how the sinful woman came to clean Jesus' feet and He forgave her. God sees your heart.

And in 1 John 1:9, If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

God is a God who keeps His promises. And when we truly repent our sins, God forgives us that leaves no regret but leads to salvation.

But many (like myself) have been griped with guilt for the sins made. The point is guilt is not from God but one that is worldly sorrow. It's a worldly concept that easily ensnares and hinders in ppl's walk with God. It "brings death".

YM said:" When God convicts us of our sin, He lifts us up, He doesnt do it to bring us down and neither does He do it to condemn us. That's liberation and hope in His discipline."

We are set free before God.

Thank you God!

Praise God

2011-05-06T21:36:00.003+08:00

Just wanna praise God for a wonderful day. Slept the full night away without much studying but stress's picking up for next Monday's diagnostic and management cases interview exams, followed by Thurs' MCQ paper.

Then it's Hello Singapore. Somehow, this return to SG feels different cos of the recent events that've taken place in the past few months. The event and those that follow speaks of God's goodness and totally mind-blowing. In weaknesses and humility do we see God's strength!

Yes, the feeling's different which prompts the question of where your security lies. And it should be with God. No matter the situation, our security in Christ is paramount. Love God first.

And I know I've found that in Him. God gave me reasons to go back Singapore this time, very impt ones indeed and one I've always wanted to, for my family. Lord, by your grace..

Anw, the point was to praise God for a wonderful Friday where I almost skipped the final GP tutorial but thank God for pointing me in the right track. Wouldnt be a good eg for the younger ones to follow I reckon.

The management case I did in tutorial was well-received and pretty "full-on" as one commented. I knew God was in this and I felt God's peace throughout. It felt like "fire" during the 11 min case and joy thereafter. Felt victorious after the entire tutorial. Thank God I didnt skip the final tute just to study for exams. Hallelujah man..

During Lifegroup at night, our leader Grace, felt God saying that there's "victory" today and that resonate with what I experienced throughout.

God's great timing!

The "Ugly" Duckling

2011-05-04T09:56:00.002+08:00

http://www.crosswalk.com/family/singles/the-relational-economy-currency-part-4.html

For those who is ready for a r/s, seek God for someone who's deep-rooted in their faith. Look not for someone who desires for outward appearance, but one who loves you for who you are; and that means "your heart". He sees your heart and loves your heart.

Even then, people change. That's when a r/s centred on Christ is impt. God-willing, the Holy spirit will help guide both of you to weather the storm.

Read on.

I quote," Every successful marriage thrives because the Spirit triumphs, and not because of our own cleverness. If the person you marry is there because you match the world’s idea of beauty—beware—the world is fickle. Tomorrow there may be an entirely new standard of beauty."

Living as Child of Light

2011-05-04T09:13:00.004+08:00

Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.

Surely you heard of Him and were taught in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.

Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to his neighbour, for we are members of one body. "In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.

Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.

Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.

OC 2011

2011-05-02T10:21:00.002+08:00

Oceania Convention 2011 was one of the most awesome church camp I've been to.

Great expectations, impartations, workshops, PnW, prophesying, healing, God encounters, friendships, etc.

It was a time of honest confessions of our human desires and sins to the Lord when many (and I mean Almost the entire 700+ ppl) coming to the Lord to renounce our sins and coming back to God.

It's a time when we acknowledge that we need to decrease and God increase. Afterall, this world's not about us, but of Jesus Christ and His goodness. To spread the good news. The 1st thing u gotta do is to love God, then love others. The 2 greatest commandments. From this, all things springs forth. For He did not say love ourselves first.

It's a time where many surrendered their most precious to the Lord. The past, the loved ones, every "good" thing on Earth.. And a sister had a vision on the last day, saying to the congregation.. She saw the things that we lay at the altar turned into Gold, and God gave all that back to us. Indeed, as we surrender to God all these things we hold so dearly to, God will bless back manifold times. Trust God and have faith!

And God gave me these 3 verses during QT on the last day. Not by coincidence but by the Holy Spirit..

Hebrews11:1 Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

v6 And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards.

Hebrews12:1b Let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

v2 Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross..

Time Management God's Way

2011-04-18T20:09:00.004+08:00

From crosswalk.com, about Time Management God's Way.

If you go straight to this amazing website (it's like Our Daily Bread), you might just catch it before other articles shunt it aside.

Now, what caught my eye was this:

In another letter from Paul, in Colossians 3:17, he suggested, “whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus.” When I focus on the things I believe are important to God, I live differently. I don’t make decisions based on my feelings, insecurities, or selfish ambitions. Instead, I tend to favor others who have greater need.

http://www.crosswalk.com/family/career/time-management-god-s-way-what-s-on-your-to-don-t-list.html

Kindred loving kindness of God

2011-04-18T17:51:00.001+08:00

2011-04-17T22:21:00.003+08:00

"Sabbath" from FB for the next 2 weeks! (Account deactivated)

Mon-Wed devoted to 1800-word EBM assignment, then it's preparation for Oceania Convention!

Crucial period: Mon-Next Wed. Hope Churches around the world are gonna expect great things and hunger for God, esp during OC.

Jesus ftw!

(Today's sermon take-home msg: Where do you place your securities in? Persons: your gf, wife, family members? Occupation? Status? All these are temporary and things, even ppl change and pass away. But God and His word are eternal. It was a great reminder and surely a prelude to greater things in OC. God willing)

Smile <3

Take me, mould me.

2011-04-17T09:10:00.002+08:00

Had a great sharing with one of my brothers-in-Christ and was just amazed @ how God has transformed his life. From a delinquent to one who humbly and freely shares and encourages others by talking about his past.

One amazing part of it was how his parents, who were staunch Taoists actually came to receive Christ. Now that's hope! in the Lord. Reminds once again to not lean on our own understanding but trust God fully cos God is more than able to do miracles in your family.

Looking forward to May. To spend some quality time with them. :)

Oceania Convention next week where Hope Brisbane church and other Hope churches in Australia come to unite in Melbourne and seek God. Yes, i reckon it's church camp! Anticipating what God's gonna reveal to all of us. Of visions and signs!

2011-04-15T05:52:00.005+08:00

I was reminded of how God saved me from the crutches of death 11 years ago from ICU. Thank you Lord for your grace and mercy!

My Christian walk with God pretty much began from there.

Indeed, God must have a much bigger and greater plan for me!

Was transfixed on a verse as I read the story about Joseph in Genesis.. how God found favour in Joseph in his life and blessed him.

Gen 45:5 ".. because it was to save lives that God sent me ahead of you." Surely, God has something similar for me to study medicine here.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your understanding, in all your ways acknowledge and submit to Him and He will make your paths straight.

God has a unique plan for everyone on this Earth. Need to seek His revelation and direction in life.

2011-04-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

Just had a great PnW practice @ James' place with much God's anointing and sharing thereafter. We poured out our struggles and prayed for each other. The struggles are real but God has won the victory. You've just gonna have faith in God to do mighty things in your life. Trust God, work hard for Him and God will bless you richly cos God loves you sooooo much.

Met an old man @ midnight along Haig street. Turned out that he has been waiting for an ambulance for 35 min already for his hernia problem @ his groin. Long story short, we waited in the cold chatting abt everything until the ambulance arrived one hour later. And I realised then that I forgot to share Christ with Him. Wassup with all the Campus EVax and Matthew 28:19!

But the old man said "God bless" to me before he left on the amb. He must have been saved afterall.

Oh silly silly..

RBC 4 April

2011-04-08T08:25:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbAtSP-CFQg (Play this song as you dwell in God's presence)

Friends, we have a loving Father.

Hebrews 12

v2-3: Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider Him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

v5: God's encouragement to us:" My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, because the Lord disciplines those He loves, and He punishes everyone He accepts as a son.

v11: No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

God is passionately interested in our positive growth as His children. At times He needs to confront us with unpleasant circumstances to catch our attention and reorient our lives to more consistently produce the “peaceable fruit of righteousness” (Heb. 12:11).

Don’t resist God’s corrective hand. Respond to His reproofs with thankfulness that He loves you enough to care about what kind of a person you are becoming. - RBC-

Take heart that God is real and He is here for us, and not against us. Have a lovely day and God bless.

Sharing during BS..

2011-04-08T07:28:00.002+08:00

Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland. Isa 43:18-19

Pressing on Toward the Goal (Philippians 3)

12Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. 13Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

15All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you.16Only let us live up to what we have already attained.

17Join with others in following my example, brothers, and take note of those who live according to the pattern we gave you. 18For, as I have often told you before and now say again even with tears, many live as enemies of the cross of Christ. 19Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is on earthly things. 20But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, 21who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.

Wooyaaa

2011-04-04T16:48:00.004+08:00

It is with great joy that a dear brother Alvin is getting engaged! Alvin is a great man of humility all these years. Seeing him serve God in BB and in church in various ways, is a great encouragement for us brothers.

And God has finally blessed him with a wonderful wife-to-be to support him in the many years to come. Great job bro! You have taught me how it doesnt take much, but a simple and humble heart to serve the Lord. And God gives much more in return, sometimes more than you can ever imagine.

I am so gonna pray hard that I'll be doing my rotations in Singapore next year to attend ya wedding. =))

Thank you God for your blessings in Alvin's life.

2011-04-04T09:56:00.004+08:00

This is for you Sister Q. (if you happen to read this)

God is with you!

Matthew 11: 28-30

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.

2011-04-04T08:10:00.002+08:00

Wow! God has been making more sense every day..

Am reading "Growing your faith" by Jerry Bridges (thanks to a sista who lent it to me so freely) and came across this verse that is a perfect addition to 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 that God has spoken to me for past few days.

In 2 Corinthians 12:9 "For God's grace is sufficient for us, for God's power is made perfect in weakness.... For when I am weak, then I am strong.."

God bless.

2011-04-03T09:22:00.003+08:00

This verse from 1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18 came to mind again. It is time to testify of God's goodness. :)

It is in weaknesses that we see God's strength and mighty power more evidently, at work in our lives. God's plan and purposes in different stages of my life (Fairfield, sickness, BB, Church, NUS, r/s, Aussie) has become clearer after seeking Him and also, spiritual mentors like Mr Chan.

In v18, it says once again, to Give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. God is the author of our lives, pen-ning down every detail "in" and "with" love. God is moulding and perfecting us in spirit and in truth, through stretching times like these! Now this is a great reason to give thanks for, isnt it?

*Imagine how difficult and tedious it would be to take care of every minute detail, much less the countless people whom have lived and are living on this Earth. God is our best author, amen!*

Mr Chan spoke boldly of "Revelations -- Inspiration -- Explosive affection -- Institutionalization -- Crystallization"

This came at the lowest point in my life, and it sure came very timely - all in God's good timing.

.. too many things to note down.. (which explains the "choppy" and non-fluent construction of this post, apologies). Shall leave it as that at the moment.

Draw strength from God, focus on Him, have a deeper relationship with Him to be a true reflection of Christ - ambassadors in Christ. Have faith in God.

p/s: Dad just asked me to pray for sis to be strong in her walk with God as well as her companion. That's a good sign! God's working in our family. Pls pray for their salvation. 1 week in May, gonna have faith!

Thank you God

2011-04-02T22:09:00.003+08:00

Just have to blog about what happened on Friday and give thanks to God.

Friday has been a day "we" all look forward to cos it's a day where we have Lifegroup! A time to gather and interact, share about God's blessings, giving thanks, praise and worship the Lord and come to know Him better. And indeed, we had a great time of everything that night, all thanks to God! First time it was held at Jame's place and it really feels like a hotel!

Thank God for a wonderful place where we can commune together.

Pray for understanding from neighbours and His presence to ever be felt so strongly in Jame's place every Friday.

As Yen Mii has pointed out, UQ6 needs ever so many prayers as we are constantly being attacked physically and spiritually. UQ 6 has gone from strength to strength thus far this sem. A stark progress from last year! And I believe the devil will likewise try to stop us.

More prayers and covering for each other UQ 6.

Friday morning was filled with new experiences as I got to meet this new GP, Dr Pearce and she was great! Allowing me to suture up a patient's face who had a portion of his face cut off due to an infiltrating Basal Cell Carcinoma. Suturing is fun! But shaky hands makes one doubt whether he is apt for a surgical career. Taking off sutures for another patient was rather fun too..

Afternoon tutorial was another good experience where I managed to prepare a Management case and got to do a role play as a doctor interviewing a patient and finding out the diagnosis and differentials. Overall, the comments were pretty good and felt encouraged! Once again, Aussie ppl are sooooo encouraging ppl! Even my GP clinic staff (4 docs and 2 nurses and 2 receptionists) are so forgiving and loving ppl.. :)

A

2011-03-31T15:30:00.002+08:00

Awakening call..

I have 2 parents to take care of, brother to support, and many patients to care for in future. Plus the many people in church whom I wish to come into contact with and share about testimonies and life.

Pretty random yet daunting. But it is an exciting life ahead!

Life's about giving.

and it's never too late to realise this.

And it has begun in Australia.

Thank you God!

2011-03-31T06:18:00.000+08:00

Dear Lord,

Grant me the strength to practise my faith. Amen.

Junhao

Alvin and JAce

2011-03-30T19:26:00.005+08:00

Alvin and Jace have been wonderful leaders of Hope Brisbane Church for many years. I've been blessed by their testimony of how God has transformed them from being directionless and playful "pranksters" to people of great faith in God.

They walk the talk and often encourage people with the Word and pray over others through visions and images revealed in their prayer. They've touched many lives so deeply.

It's amazing how God can change someone's life so dramatically yet beautifully.

I believe it takes a faith like that of a "mustard seed".

Alvin and Jace have obeyed the call of God to go to the Philippines to do missions for the next few years.

What struck me most was the testimony of their 2nd day in the Philippines where God revealed to Alvin in his QT, an image of a Bookstore and he thought they might meet someone impt there. And Jace, who did her own QT separately, got the same impression and confirmed it from God that they are gonna meet a Chinese local.

Long story short, they met a local Chinese lady indeed at the bookstore and she herself is a Christian. The revelation of how divine the meet-up was, touched her heart that she almost teared.

I always wonder how can these not be of divine nature? How coincidental can this be? I've witnessed many such people who got such visions from God and speak truth into people's lives. Too many for me not to believe that it's non other than God's divine grace and power.

Thank you God for giving me this opportunity to witness these encounters.

I believe God sees the heart. All we need is to have faith that small, but we often do not. For me, there's a small hinderance but I'm counting on God for deliverance. On a journey of discovering what God can do through me here.

2 brothers-in-Christ have prayed over me at altar call; one of a vision of many students or kids around me, that I am saying to them something or leading them somewhere. (I would like to think that I'm speaking God's truth to them and lead them to Christ, helping them find joy and strength in Him, with lives transformed through our Saviour). Another brother saw a vision of a "lighthouse". Now that ties in with the first. I hope my pathway to being a doctor would allow me to fulfil God's will too. Who knows? I might set up a Christian community in the hosp I'm in? Persecution will come as the Day nears but we ought to fulfil our purpose here.

For now, I need to surrender the bondages, guilt and everything that ensnares. I must decrease for God to increase.

http://alvinjace.blogspot.com/

My family

2011-03-30T16:27:00.001+08:00

Cant wait to see what God can do in my family when I return in May.

May God bless this precious family of yours. Amen!

Chapelthon 2011

2011-03-30T11:44:00.002+08:00

Although I've never been to Chapelthon since it began 2 years ago (i think), looking at the videos relating to it makes me wanna go back there. To see and feel the energy in Fairfield and what God has done for us all.

Once a Fairsian, always a Fairsian cos God has already planted a seed in you.

There's hope and I say again, There's Hope in the Lord!

Look towards God in EVERY situation, thanking God in good times and bad, ALL times...

May God's presence fill the hearts of the teachers and students and organisers present this Friday. Let there be a revival in every individual's heart.

Life transformed, purpose renewed, visions encountered, First love rekindled.

God is real. May we experience Him every day.

2011-03-30T10:12:00.002+08:00

Feeling excited about what God's gonna do in and through my life in the next few years!

Looking forward to return back to Singapore. Lord prepare me, refresh me. Thank you God

2011-03-29T21:48:00.002+08:00

A bible verse before I sleep and viola!

Be joyful ALWAYS; Pray CONTINUALLY; Give thanks in ALL circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. - 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

First thought: God, this is exactly what I need!

Note: Always. Continually. All. What do they have in common?

FB addiction

2011-03-29T19:29:00.003+08:00

I am convinced that FB is taking precious time and energy from many people of this generation!

Unless it's about encouraging and edifying one another thru private messaging, I shall spend less than 15 min on it each day.

That would be a feat!

End of chapter

2011-03-28T01:52:00.004+08:00

God willing, I've managed to gain access to her FB page. Read for 2 hours. And I know she's not only moved on, she's found someone who can give her happiness. Someone who gives word of encouragement - her primary love language.

I've never seen her so happy before - enjoying teaching so much despite the intensity. Thank you Lord for pointing her to her passion in teaching, that will possibly stick with her for the rest of her life.

Thank you Lord for giving her a companion of support in her times of struggles. Thank you Lord for that someone who can love her for the way she is. Happy for her. :)

She looks amazing, transformed. She's a beauty in Christ image. Amazing what love can do..

He looks like a good man. Certainly, a man who can take care of her and communicate with her in love.

Effective communication brings people together and I certainly hope theirs would go from strength to strength.

I will pray for them to enjoy happiness as one thru matrimony, in time to come. God willing, may they stand thru the trials with God as their guide.

Above all else, I will pray for Christ to be the centre of this relationship. Cos without this, nothing would be possible.

For me, it's time to move on. It's tough to know the truth, but ironically, the "truth" will set you free. (And I'm talking about God's "truth".) I've committed my life to God for the next 3 years. And yes, that means remaining single which isnt a tough decision to make at all. It's time to toughen up spiritually to be a man after God's heart.

To end it off, I really feel happy for her and thankful for her in my life. Many lessons learnt and memories treasured. I know God is calling me back to Him. These past 2 hours, though hard-hit, is a great revelation from God. It is divine.

Enough has been said. Thank you God. :)

Note to self

2011-03-27T09:43:00.002+08:00

Dont be judgmental!

Add-on: http://www.gotquestions.org/do-not-judge.html

1 Corinthians 15:58

2011-03-25T09:30:00.001+08:00

With all this going for us, my dear, dear friends, stand your ground. And don't hold back. Throw yourselves into the work of the Master, confident that nothing you do for him is a waste of time or effort

2011-03-25T08:21:00.002+08:00

Last night we had a great BS on Ephesians 5. It's a great deal to take in but I feel the bottomline is once again, to have a deep-er relationship with God and live out your faith. And everything else, the do's and dont's in life, will follow through.

A brother commented that I've mentioned about my "bemoaning" or desires of seeking God and doing well in this and that since 2 years ago, but have not bore much fruits. It was saddening to hear but it's true to some extent.

Time to speak less n do more.

On another totally different topic, I sense a greater revival picking up in my Lifegroup, church and even around the world. People are more sensitive towards the word and its repercussions.

Not trying to stir up paranoia or whatsoever, Are we ready to face God when he does come. Do not be caught sleeping when God comes.

Adios

The steadfast Love of the Lord never ceases

2011-03-25T07:17:00.001+08:00

   D                     G          D  A
The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases
   D             G          A
His mercies never come to an end
        G         A
They are new every morning
D         Bm
New every morning.                      (3x)


G            A       D     A D
Great is Thy faithfulness, O Lord.
G            A       D
Great is Thy faithfulness.              (2x)

2011-03-23T20:34:00.002+08:00

For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only begotten son, that whoever believes in Him, shall not perish but have eternal life!

We should always be reminded of God's love

First day of GP

2011-03-22T22:03:00.003+08:00

First day of GP has been fantastic!

Performed 2 Fluvax injections, witnessed an excision of sebaceous cyst (imagine squeeze-ing out a huge pimple of abt 5cm in diameter), a infiltrative Basal Cell Carcinoma, a 11yo baby's full health check up (always fix your eyes on the baby! other than Jesus of course haha.), and many others.

Best of all are that the doctors, nurses and staff are so welcoming and nice! Heart this side of Australia and i do hope i can bring this communication skills and rapport over to SG. Singapore do need to learn from Australia. To be more encouraging and loving. I see Christ-likeness in them. :))

One of the staff asked me what I would love to specialise in and my first thoughts were Paediatrics and Oncology. Clearly, they represent what I've been through. And then I thought, Paeds and Geriatrics would be great as well. Talk about extreme of age groups :)

But deep down, I know what matters most is where the needs are in the near future. And Geriatrics is one potential group. I have constant images of the sick and poor elderly wondering about in Chinatown, Singapore. (one reason why I'm homesick too lol) This might be a sign from God, just as He's placed me in Aussie for a purpose. Must seek God in this! You dont become a doctor to be rich (at least not in Singapore) but to help others in need.

I echo Mr Ong Ye Kung's view on Long term gain over Short term pain! He's featured on today's Straits Times as one of the younger few representing PAP in the upcoming elections. He's only 41yo. (Maybe, just maybe.... I would like to represent Sg in this manner too)

Here's a great reminder from God, in Philippians 2:3-4:

"Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others."

2011-03-19T09:34:00.003+08:00

The exams are over and next Monday marks the beginning of another exciting Rotation. GP!

God just reminded me to "Start each day right with God."

Simple and doable, with God.

Walking in the Light

2011-03-13T07:43:00.003+08:00

1 John 1:5 God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with him yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live by the truth. But if we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin.

1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

1 John 2: 15 Do not love the world or anything in the world.

For everything in the world - the cravings of sinful man, the lust of the eyes and the boasting of what he has and does - comes not from the Father but from the world.

1 John 2:17 The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever.

Philippians 3:13 Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

Be my guide

2011-03-12T19:16:00.004+08:00

Note to self: I'm on my way to becoming a gd doctor for my future patients. Dont give up!

Felt a surge of confidence and "purpose" while studying and i thought it must be God while my family and friends pray for me. Thank you God!

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Period.

"Love" one another, even in the hospitals

2011-03-12T08:52:00.004+08:00

I'm v sure God placed me in this path to being a doctor for a great purpose.

If given the opportunity again, I'll share Christ with those who are receptive, in the hospital setting.

God is bigger than all the rules and regulations in the hospital.

I remember when I was receiving chemotherapy back then, a senior nurse came to my bed side one morning and brought out the bible to share a verse with me. She read the verses and we talked about it. We talked about life. and I rememebered very clearly, that at the end of the prayer, she was tearing.

Such is the love in the hospital setting. Going beyond boundaries and measures, to spread the word of truth and strength.

I still recognise her in NUH.

Wonderful experience

2011-03-12T08:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a good day as I got to interview 2 patients in one day for practice and also to present to a consultant K. Fuls.

It was great because I got to speak to this patient who's unique. He has been admitted to the Mental Health Unit because he attempted suicide on a background history of Schizophrenia with auditory, visual and tactile hallucinations.

As I spoke to him, i began to feel sorry for him as I sensed that besides his hallucinations and delusions that are affecting his daily functioning (reading a book, watching TV, studying, etc), he's otherwise an intelligent man in his 20's and still has a positive outlook in life.

He cut his throat mainly because the "voices" were persecutory and commanding him to kill himself. I believe it's the evil spirits' and devils' work. But do I have the power and capacity as a med student to cast out demons?

Poor he, if not for these, he would have been a very successful man.

He is unique. He's the first patient whom I interviewed, says that he draws strength from God. (I was puzzled how someone who has to go thru this for the past 20 years, manage to still remain relatively positive for his future). He says that in the bible, God encourages us to be contented. And he was easily satisfied and pleased by the smallest things he has, giving thanks to God.

Now, my problems diminished in comparison.

Such a humble man, plagued by the elements of the spiritual realm. I told him that God can do miracles and I hope God will heal him one day. (I'm quite sure as a med student I was not supposed to speak in that manner, but heck! cos we were alone in the room). And he replied with a smile, "That's the first time a doctor's telling me that."

I sure hope I gave him hope.

Selfishness

2011-03-12T08:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's 8.8 richter Earthquake in Japan and the resulting tusnami are expected to claim 1000+ lives.

It is an awakening call amidst my own struggles. Surely, my worries are nothing compared to the grief and loss of loved ones and properties and everything! in Japan.

We love others because God first loved us. We are called to love others. That's the primary purpose of our existence.

Let's not be so inward looking but more outward. Current status: inward 95% outward 5%

Dear Lord, pls change me and mould me to become more like Jesus. Amen

To be Assertive

2011-03-09T16:51:00.002+08:00

Taking Mental Health has its rewards..

Discovered abit more about myself while reading up on management skills.

Being assertive, there are 3 types: passive, aggressive and assertive styles.

Realised I fall into the category of passive style most part of my life, which includes letting others make all the decisions. In retrospect, I realised who I follow after and thus this trait.

For the better good of myself and others, time to be assertive!

33rd n 33J Enrolment Service

2011-03-06T06:09:00.003+08:00

I almost wanted to fly back just for this service. To help in this ministry just as God has blessed me so richly in my younger days.

Have been keeping up to date on FB to track the updates of the happenings in FMSS and FMSP. Am sure they had a great time!

We cant thank God enough for His manifold blessings upon these 2 great companies. BB have shaped my values and transformed my lives. They've brought me to where I am now - from a small young innocent Boy to one who's more mature and very imptly has the desire to follow after God! I've got to accept Christ as my Lord and Saviour, also through the Boys' Brigade. Likewise, we've seen many Boys rise up the ranks and coming back to serve. God has bestowed upon them wisdom and good values.

Feels so nostalgic to remember the moments we had in the sec school days and the days we served in 33J.

One thing is for sure. God willing, I will spend the remainder of my days helping and lead the coy in its many activities.

For greater glory and blessings to many more.

May God bless 33rd and 33J.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11-

2011-03-02T18:51:00.002+08:00

I prayed a simple prayer for God to bring the right ppl to this post. If you are, it's not by chance!

Pls pay attention cos the Lord is speaking..

Got this from today's ODB! Wow!

A major US newspaper has called Christopher Parkening “the leading guitar virtuoso of our day, combining profound musical insight with complete technical mastery of his instrument.” There was a time, however, when Parkening gave up playing the guitar professionally. At the height of his career as a classical guitarist, he retired at age 30, bought a ranch in Montana, and spent his days fly-fishing. But early retirement did not bring him the satisfaction he had hoped for.

Then during a visit to California, he was invited to a church where he heard a clear presentation of the gospel. Of this he wrote: “That night I lay awake, broken over my sins. . . . I had lived very selfishly and it had not made me happy. . . . It was then that I asked Jesus Christ to come into my life, to be my Lord and Savior. For the first time, I remember telling Him, ‘Whatever You want me to do with my life, Lord, I’ll do it.’”

One of Parkening’s favorite verses is 1 Corinthians 10:31, “Therefore, . . . whatever you do, do all to the glory of God.” He has taken up the guitar again, but this time with the motivation to glorify God.

Each of us has been given gifts; and when we use them for God’s glory, they bring satisfaction and joy.

Joshua 1:5

2011-03-02T05:46:00.002+08:00

Was directed to this verse on my Ipod Touch daily devotion. And it's such a good reminder from God. Thank you God!

"No one will be able to stand against you as long as you live. For I will be with you as I was with Moses. I will not fail you or abandon you." - Joshua 1:5

Such a powerful verse and a promise from God that He's walking beside us wherever we go, whatever we do. God is always there! for us.

Just as God was with Joshua, leading more than 2 million people into a strange new land, God is with us as we face new challenges. Every day, we face tough situations, difficult people, and temptations. But God promises He will never abandon us nor fail to help us.

By asking God to direct us, we can conquer many of life's challenges.

So let's start our every day right with God, committing to go thru every moment with Him. Set your mind on and for Him alone, each day.

God bless!

Today's RBC: Win or Lose

2011-03-02T05:35:00.002+08:00

One day, I would like to be like Paul, saying: "I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith."

Onward Christian soldier! Till the day I'm back in Singapore for good, Brissie has lots to be accomplished. :) By God's grace.

2011-03-01T22:18:00.001+08:00

I must decrease and He increase.

The cares and desires of my heart.. Let them go and let Him in.